Back to the apartment

Its been quite some time since i left for st louis….had a real long break from snow, sunflower and much more….wanst able to handle things alone…it was getting difficult….maybe if i was fit and going, things would have been different..i still see flashes of springfield as it was in 2001-2002….clover as it was, people, commons and the path to the brookens….seems like a real long time, people have changed, things have changed, so did the indian crowd here. It feels like a different generation altogether….or maybe i have grown up thats all…. Cant say if i feel ok being back or am i just trying to get on with things put forth for me…..its like trying to win lost battles….maybe it would happen with me or maybe .???…..

Interesting facts about being back…hmmm…..let me think…got to being a student again…..Coming to UI my see like a no-big-deal for many…got to hear a lot about it…but little do these kids realise that reaching here could have been a challenge for many…..anycase, for each his own…..I guess i am too tired to think, to feel or to respond any more…..as you grower older each passing day brings in a different perspective to life…its how smart we are to grab and grow when opportunity is put forth… and by growth i did not mean on a superficial level..

there are no right or wrong ways to do things…..now…not in a mood to write further..i feel i havent done this right….doesnt sound new !!!

chalo then……..

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Phew…racing against time

socha chalo bahuth din ho gaye haain kuch lika nahi….abh likne baiti tho soch rahi hoon kya likoon…

isi contemplation mein shabdh nikal aaye, tho sochna chod diya typing shuru kiya…abh hum ka bathayein…yaha kya chal raha hai..haal ekdum be haal hai…hum idhar pathi udhar…lekin phooti kismatva bhi kaahe satha rahi hai….bhagwan hee jaane….woh gana yaad aya..lambi judayi….gaa loon……nahi nahi …doosre flat vale bhaag ayenge…becharoon ko is kadake ki tand mein kaahe sathana….heart mar lethe hai…hheheheh…

abh chalo mood nahi raha.. kal kuch aur sochke likthe hai..teekh hai na…kuch accha..kuch smart….

Missing home :-)

Its been a cold day outside, I got up late and wanted to start studying but ended up delaying things as usual. Thankfuly i am done with my work due for the day…now coming to the weather…I am in st louis right now…its pretty cold outside.

Hey by the way blogging doesn’t come naturally to me. Just got inspired by my kid sister to start off with a page for myself…she writes damn cute stuff…things she writes sounds and looks just like her..smart and cute…..psst..she doesn’t know I could say these things for her….she has put in her pics from germany…looks like a damn neat place..i have been really wanting a trip to Europe one day with my hubby dear in the tow….

My stay in the US till date has had me racing against time to finish my assignments..thanks to my procrastinations(phew ..why did i ever use this huge word)….maybe could have delayed using it in the post..heheeh……

I am not in the school campus that makes a huge difference as I am not alone in my apartment It was kind of freaking me out for sometime..now i guess i’m ok…..I live in sunflower…name sounds nice..the aparment is not bad!!…just kidding ..its nice place to be..just that i miss my dude around me…this is what its like right now from my apartment stairs…

for starters :-)

I have been thinking of blogging for a long time now …I was caught up with assignments, submissions and studying and more studying …phew!!..im lovinit of course ;-)…had been a student a long time ago getting into the mode is still a huge effort for me….just got a call from anju…..she is in LA …my friend from teens….seems like a long time now……chalo i must be going now….promise ..i will be back soon….with some more good stuff…